secretbase ~ what you gave me ~

I won't forget being with you at the end of summer
with our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe that ten years from now in August we'll meet again
the best of memories..

We met in an abrupt instant at an intersection on the way home you said to me "let's walk home together"
I was so embarassed that I hide my face with my bag;
But, truly, I was so very happy

ah, As the fireworks burst beautifully in the night sky, it was a little sad
ah, the wind flows by with time

We did so many things and had such happy and fun times
just the two of us in our secret base
I won't forget being with you at the end of summer
with our dreams of the future and big hopes

I believe ten years from now in August we'll meet again
Until the end you were shouting "thank you" from the bottom of your heart
holding back tears while smiling is so very painful
such wonderful memories..

ah, because summer is nearly over
ah, the sun and the moon will be making friends

We had many sad and lonely arguments, didn't we
the two of us in our secret base

Until the end you were shouting "thank you" from the bottom of your heart
smiling while holding back tears is so very painful
the best of memories..

there was nothing that could be done about your sudden transfer
I'll write you letters, and call you also, so don't forget about me
forever, the two of us in our secret base

with you at the end of summer, we talked for a long time after the sun set,
we gazed at the stars
I'll never forget the tears that flowed down your cheek
I won't forget how you waved to me until the very end
you'll remain forever like that in my dreams...

I won't forget being with you at the end of summer
with our dreams of the future and big hopes
I believe ten years from now in August we'll meet again
Until the end you were shouting "thank you" from the bottom of your heart
holding back tears while smiling is so very painful
such wonderful memories..
such wonderful memories..

reach home after work...finally!
so started work "on time", 11am Robinsons
promoting, or rather say con people to buy
around evening was called to takashimaya
and all the way till 0430am.
to do the closing/pack up for the crazytoys fair
finally ended this "short" spell with playthings.
i hope i have earn enough
for the japan trip.
since im back frm hk...
i see the way i work and study
darn no life
last friday purposely took off to enjoy life before exams
didnt regret though i wasted a chance to earn more =]


well...im really excited now!
really cant concentrate on my exams. argh!



TAGs REPLY!!!
zone:steph! - i bring you around hongkong?
so you bring me around singapore?

zone:eux - yep. lets wait till my exams over.
and also when kowjun stop working for playthings.

zone:BJ - thanks thanks. as you can see.
im still busy after my projects. lol

zone:EMLMM - you have to teach me skating!

zone:jalen/kj - am i replying to two different person? LOL
that was meant to be 2007.
serious error...my keyboard got bug!
you were there when he gave the treat =]
lets not forget our promise! gym, swimming & basketball!

23-07-2003

today marks the end of all my project work for this semester.
i have waited long enough for this day to finally arrive. hahaha

finally i have reason for myself to take a break and joy about
although i still feel stress about the grading part...
went to suntec after watching my classmates playing at the street soccer court.
reach carrefour around 8 and waited for kowo wjun to end work at 9
its been 2weeks since i last see him.haa
had dinner with him after that.
his 1week old psp certainly looks tempting to me!
OMG!
psp or ds lite? or should i get an inline skate? hmmm

tomorrow will be called back to work at plaything's warehouse
its been a long time since i went there...
and i will be working as merchandiser again for once.
the very last time that i work as a merchandiser is almost 1year ago...
hope im still as productive as before.



today i just found out that the korkorS staying just opposite my unit
actually used to skate on hockey skate
their daddy showed their skates to me...CCM 152
a pair of old school skate which is still in good condition.
its a pity that my feet is slightly bigger than the size.
WHAT A WASTE!

anyway what i want to say is this whole family,
who has been 9years neighbour of mine comes from hongkong to singapore too
and now the korkorS actually play hockey skates back then.
so do you believe in fate?

21-07-2007

worked today. robinsons dept store was rather quiet today.
thats one of the reasonS why i prefer to work there compared to carrefour.

reach woodlands around 12+
boarded a bus that would reach my area.
sat by the window and guess what......
i saw wenkai! in the end we were on the same bus home.LOL

i begin to believe in fate......

20-07-2007

finally! for the past two weeks
everyday was like *&^!@(*~!*&!#
now i think even shit will smell nice to me.

skated today...find that im really lagging behind alot
i need more ice time!

after the session met wenkai at bukitbatok
almost 2weeks didnt see him
i felt happy for him. he is a happy man XD!
chatted alot on our way home...
he said im like a rubber band that's stretched to the max
soon elastic deformation will happen.

one day i shall learn from him.
give up everything on your hand and just enjoy life...
i will need the courage though. hmm.......

just reach home like half an hour ago,
tired after whole day's activity.
yet im unable to sleep....
many thoughts have come to my mind...
im totally a hopeless guy. haish.

anyway hope May will do well
in her competition this afternoon =]

well...i want to be at sentosa
to show support!!!
however i will be flying off at the same time
the competition starts. haish.

1330 - SQ866
from SIN to HKG
a boeing 747-412 aircraft.




hope i can be a happier person when im back
goodbye

just as what i expect
i m the last few of the pack in the event i compete
anyway its a good experience for me =))

yesterday went out to confirm the tickets
and also to plan for the japan trip
with may florence and jamie
it seems that we are having a very tight schedule.LOL

looks like i have to limit
my spending in hk this time




wenkai is struggling
so am i...... =((

early hours of 2nd of June...
im preparing myself for the worst!

actually...
this shall be the most enjoyable week i have for this term.
cleared all class test on wednesday.
caught Pirates of the Caribbean that night too!
together with wenkai wenxuan kowjun junbiao & xueqi

thursday went down to ice rink.
skate with may and her friendS
her friendS were great to be with XD!
after that family gathering...
gotta squeeze myself through the crowd in the PCshow
had XingWang Cafe for dinner that night.
that should be the first and last time
we visit them.



i......
nights.

3days to common test
7days to hongkong trip
89days to japan trip

yesterday went out for the whole day.
didnt get to revise.
thus, have to stay home today =((

woke up early morning
to go for breakfast with family at east ocean.
somehow their standards have dropped.
but daddy still like that place.
maybe that place has a sense a belonging for him.

after the tea session
took a bus down to chinatown.
was suppose to get our tickets together.
but may had to make her way home...she look very sick :((
nevertheless
we manage to finalise our flight details.
yeah! Japan here we come!!!

after that rush down to Lido for isan outing.
watched Blades of Glory.
enjoyed the movie, since its a comedy show
*real funny one*
somehow for that short period of time,
i manage to forget about
the unhappiness live within me...




back to books :((

stressful week finally come to an end!
gave myself a day to rest...
shall continue with the journey asap.
2test ahead next week with 3ct paper in the following week.

xiaofeng must work-hard!



bus of the day: SBS 9608P [Volvo Olympian, Alexander Royale body (batch 3)]

cleared 4class tests in two weeks.
3 more ahead...then finally common test up next!

haish haish...
im tired.


bus of the day: CSS 203X (Nissan Diesel)

another busy week!

important dates last week =)

- 30/04 -
advance birthday celebration for xueqi
with wenkai wenxuan kowjun yanhan caiping
watched Fracture with wenkai wenxuan kowjun yanhan

- 02/05 -
xueqi's birthday.
shared a cake with kowjun.
Hide died 9years ago on this date.
i can still feel his presence =)

- 05/05 -
florence's birthday =)
had lunch with her only.
not wearing skirt, hence not allowed to celebrate with her =(

- 06/05 -
mummy's birthday
had dinner together last night.
daddy gave treat.
a meal not worth its price!


another week of challenges is arriving.
good lucks!

its been a long time since i last blogged.
cause im really busy recently.

yesterday didnt really get to skate much.
and have to say SORRY to people whom i have neglected.
im kept busy from the moment i step into the rink.
still the isan-trial was messy...

what's the use of coming up with plans when its not to be followed!

tutorials and revision are yet to be completed!
haish....

school reopen today. most of the lesson were cancelled last min.
haa.
was helping out at the isan booth in sch...
inline skating was just beside.
they were able to show off their tricks to fellow students.
i want to start inline too =(

after school went out with cass evon jean jeff && theodore for dinner at taka
should meet up more often =)


saturday(140407) was a long day for me.
woke up early and reach theodore's house by 9+ in the morning
stayed there until evening to do up the decorations for cca fiesta.
then went out for dinner with wenxuan and munyi first...
wenkai kowjun yanhan joined in later for
a midnight show
[200 pound beauty]
i would rate it 8/10
cause i like this kind of funny movie =)
after the show we went to some coffeeshop...
settle down there to sing song talk crap.
all the way until 6am on sunday morning.

went home for quick shower and slack around...before going out at 10am
met wenkai to accompany him out.
reach home around 7. by then im half dead.

slept at 4am on wednesday morning...
went to work in the middle of my class chalet.
so went to plaza singaporura to do set up at around midnight.
end work at 2+
took cab home...bathe and sleep.
woke up at 1pm went sch for fop meeting...
half way through i skip...its really bored over there
anyway i skip cause i made a booking for an haircut
after the haircut
sister ask me to town with her friends...
but...dont know all others
so went to skate. =)

monday (090407)
went for my class chalet at aloha loyang
its my first time there...
quite far away from the bus-stop
in other words...that place is quite rural
our adviser for 1st sem in yr1 came for the chalet
he came around 5 in the evening...
had bbq with us and left around 8pm...
i was lucky to be in his car
as i need to go to suntec (carrefour)
for a stocktake
so start work at 2200 sharp...and end around 0430

stroll around suntec after work and then took a cab back to chalet.
reach around 7 in the morning
didnt sleep much...
in the end i only sleep around
2hrs before i leave the chalet for work again

have been having fun since last thursday.
not working now though. maybe thats why...lol

- 060407 -
went skating with may qianhui theodore and benedict
enjoyed the time spent at the rink (=
may is darker...maybe she went little india? LOL

- 070407 -
wenkai's birthday
went out for movie and dinner
with wenkai wenxuan caiping && xueqi
watched "number 23"
somehow i feel that e story itself is written by a lunatic too
the girls left shortly after dinner...
left the 3guys together...took a stroll at e esplanade
sat down and had a nice long chat
guys talk? =)

- 080407 -
outing with wenkai && wenxuan
went to vivo to shop and watch movie
caught "the reaping"
2nd unrealistic movie in 2days...
dont really like it.
accompany them in and out of shops...
saw apparels from river island && domanchi.
tempting...makes me wanna spend!

but NO...i have to save up for my holiday trip
im determine! YEAH!




going out later...having class chalet
will be out on wednesday
maybe go for a haircut on that day.
ya...so that should be all for this entry




may our friendship last forever!!!

finally there's some free time...
a busy week for me. work + leadership camp + national skating event + class gathering
that work out to around 4hrs of sleep daily.
i can finally get more sleep tonight *happy*

finally saw Sunny Man performing and doing all his freestyle10 moves today.
i like to watch his performance so much la...
he moves around at very high speed
his entry is always fast.
wad i like most was his landing part. perfect landing [:

busy week ahead for me...*sigh*

runny nose, stuffy nose, sore throat, cough, and alittle bit of feverish
these are the ingredients that is added on to tiredness

to create a wonderful experience.....sigh :(

i was on a bus today
when i overheard a conversation between a pair of old couple.

OL(Old Lady), OM(Old Men)

OL: are your legs still strong?
OM: yeah! i can still exercise abit...
OL: im afraid you cant take it (OM is holding a walking stick)
OL: how i wish we can be young again...

they are indeed a pair of lovely couple.
its good to have found your lifetime partner
and having him/her by your side when both you are in your dying years...

woke up early today to watch
the 'live' telecast of The Amazing Race

i enjoy watching the show since its 1st season.
you get to 'travel' around the world =)
whenever i watch the 1hr show theres a feeling of anxiety in front of the tv.
you never know who wins until the every last minute.

this 11th season an all star series
which comprise of 11teams from the last 10season...
im a supporter of a team from season3
old married couple Ian && Teri
although they are old...but they are still very competitive
especially when they are on the roads...they are road smart!

went school early morning today
for the NP-Cheers presentation.
the current managing team of NP-Cheers were also present.

this group of 10students all from mass comm.
they were really a group of arrogant people.
when someone is in front speaking.
they were laughing away...
mocking at the ideas that we have...
argh~!!!

after that went to work.
found out that yanhan were told to switch to taka.
which means im the one to take charge at the abraham area.
i dont like...awww
cos its very stress...

i dont know i can hold on for how long...



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stress! cant escape from stress even during holidays.
have to maintain the sales quota set by others.
this is what we do not do in the past.LOL
playthings is so different now... =(

will newly elected president && vice-president of isan
receive the same treatment as what people do to Chen Shui Bian of taiwan?

hmm......



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didnt went to work today. all because of the project again.
specially ask for extra off day so as to meet our gayish lecturer.
then last min he cancel the meeting!!!
hai...should have gone to work. no money =x

anyway we still work on the project today...

at 8pm we are done. and decided to catch a movie in town.
travelled from hougang mall all the way to plaza singapura.

tickets selling fast...bought tickets for "Just Follow Law"
this show is really lame. and funny.
cant stop laughing at the part
where this indian security guard come into picture(im not racist!)
another one is the laozhabor.blogspot.com...LOL

lesson learned: should always look at ourselves && self-reflect.

i like comedy movies. hee =)
and i think hokkien is a very cute language(not including vulgarities)




indians are funny when they speak.

i thought i could finally enjoy life after a week of working on my off day.
really native thinking...
just one day before my off day...i received a call
our project were shortlisted for presentation. xuete!

but nvm. at least ytd still went out with derick nic jeff theo ben anyong flo qh jean cass
together a gang of 11people were on the streets.
and even storm in isetan@wisma...just to find evon.lol

i left early to find wenkai.
walked from cine to somerset. the streets were packed with lots of people
chingay performance....

so traffic was real slow!!!
then this guy who look quite young. should be still studying in secondary sch...
he said quite loudly...
这些人可以 f***ing 走吗!
the word f***ing just dont fit into the sentence at all.
and he think he's very cool using such word.
vulgarities doesnt sound pleasant to me...
actually cant blame the people for not walking...cos its really too packed!


happy new year =)

i see oily oily pig. Ooik Ooik!
lets welcome the piggy year (-:

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i shouldn’t waste anymore time…
enjoy every moment of free time that i have now.

its good to go kboxing once in a while.
you will be able to vent out all of your frustration at the end of the session.
i feel refresh when i stepped out of the entrance.

after that went back to school for some meeting.
i didnt know that its a short short meeting.
if i know…i would have brought my skates along.
but nevermind…went out to catch a movie with my classmates.
watched Ghost Rider. i find the intro to the movie quite slow. yawns~!!
the two hour movie ended at 9pm. immediately i have to rush back to woodlands.
cause meeting wenkai and wenxuan for another movie.
Protégé. i like this one better. hee (=

i see people around me who are single…
always troubled with this LOVE LOVE thingy.
i wonder LOVE to them is a need or a want? hmm…

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finally finish my last paper…
YEAH!!!
since everything is over…i shall accept fate.

after my paper went out to town.
went to my workplace for a short briefing…
i miss the older batch of people in playthings ):

hope everyone achieve the results they want. time to play hard!

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today 14thfeb Valentine’s Day (=
spend whole of today studying for exam.
but at least i still have the companion of ZONE!
watch all their MVs and their concert again while studying.LOL

getting into relationships is still a nightmare to me.
maybe i always think of the negative side of it...

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i miss ZONE badly…
really really very sad.

cant sleep last night after watching their concert again.
sob sob sob

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packed my room today…
found some photos when i was around 12.

OMG! i FAT daoo……
maybe upload next time.

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stayed home to babysit my brother for the whole day……
too lazy to start studying for my upcoming papers

argh~!!!

then around evening went out with
theodore florence may qianhui
for dinner at Phine’s place. LOL

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today sat for my engineering maths paper.
not confident enough. think did badly.
just hope for a pass ba. pray pray pray......

afterwards went to theodore's house for dinner.
he was the chef for the day.

yummy yummy :)


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hmm. went out study with an old friend.
really been a long time since i met up with her.
time flies whenever are out...

she gave me a duplicate copy of death-note.
i think i should write down my name first......

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xuan.xuan && ouyang zheng.hua both look very very CUTE in their latest drama series.

dicey business.

really really cute okie.LOL

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its been a long long time since i stayed home for the whole day.
since i have much more free time. i decided to try cooking.

following what my daddy thought.
i roast a chicken using some herbs.
herb used: Thyme and Rosemary.

it turn out good.
but i think i added too much salt when i marinate the chicken.
so its a little salty ):


if im given a choice. i dont want to be a sagittarius.




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today i watched ZONE's final concert for the third time since i got back my disc last week.
and each time towards the finale of the concert...i...i had tears dropping.

its really sad to see them disband okie.
they cried alot during the last part of the concert. really really sad.

till today i still miss them. though they disband 2years ago.

they accompanied me through my secondary sch life.
or shall i call it childhood memories.

i will never forget.

"Johor minister says Singapore land reclamation cause of recent floods"

when people dont accept the fact that they are ashamed, they blame the others for the cause.

i admire people who has a realistic personality type.
i realize it's hard to take courage, in a world full of people.

i dislike myself.

im really excited about the formation of a new band.
actually news of former X-Japan legend Yoshiki and former Malice Mizer vocalist Gackt
to form a new band surface early last year.

now more plans is revealed.

SUGIZO former lead guitarist of Luna Sea will star in this new band.
he now become the 3rd member of the 5member band.

with
Yoshiki (ex. X-Japan) on drums
Gackt (ex. Malice Mizer) on vocal
SUGIZO (ex. Luna Sea) on guitar


with 2members left...
no news as to who would be the bassist of the band though.

but there is a high possibility that former Due le quartz guitarist Miyavi is joining the band to be the second guitarist.
now having a successful solo career. he said in an interview at the end of december 2006
that he will be forming a band in the new year.




this will be the supreme band of the century worth looking at. ever since the disband of X-Japan

lets wait and see.

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new year. new start.
my journey begins here...